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If I Dream Will I Want to Wake

If I dream will I want to wake. For if I fall will I break. The truth now lays concealed within a mystery. I felt this all before, can't I learn from my history?

Oh I know the answers lie within myself and sometimes it's just so hard to find it.

And yes I always had help looking for it before, but now can I find it alone...?
Since you're gone.. I want you here with me.

Life's a bunch of questions with the answers all made up. We walk day by day and pray we learn from our mistakes. Which once was true for me is now wrong for my brother, and I never really understand what's up with my sister.

Oh I know the answers lie within myself and sometimes it's just so hard to find it.

Why's it all got to be this way most times it doesn't make sense. I look to the heavens to see if anyone is there. For then I poke, prod, bleed, and crawl I think I've just been through it all. And then something else happens.

And yes I always had help looking for it before, but now can I find it alone...
Now can I find the strength to get up off the floor? I just don't know anymore.

My back is about to break from the rock that I carry. When once you made it light it now runs me into the ground.

And yes I always had help before, you always made the rough roads smooth. And now getting shaky, I feel as I'm falling all apart can't some body keep me glued?.......

No. It's up to me. You knew I could do it. I'm going to get though it, cause I am not alone.

I carry a piece of you inside of me. No I could never, let you down.


Brady Smith

May 28, 1997