I Search

I Search Brady Smith 10/28/97

I Search ....
I search for answers to questions that I haven't even seen.

I have taken this journey by my self,

for this in it's-self is were the terrible journey began.

Harder roads are ahead, I can feel it, and now I'm afraid to go any farther.
But I have to, if I want to see brighter days again.

I can see the harder days on the horizon, and know that when they come I will fall again.. . .

I'm scared, for if I try to go so far now expending all of my energy for this moment,

and to ultimately only end up were I began, I don't know if I will ever be able to get up again?

For all of the answers lie with in myself,

and that is were I must find them.

For a tear that was shed yesterday, still falls today.

and may fall every day from now on

But like a dry rose that thirsts for rain, I thirst for the sun.

Just the lightests glimmer, would give me hope to feed my soul.

I hope no one knows, what I now feel.
I just search for the ones that can understand.