True
I thought I was loved in this
would but I was fooled.
My heart is an open womb, for
a very special part of it left.
There is nothing like it in
the would to know that no one wants you or truly cares for
you.
What is the point of life if
there is no one that wants to share it with you.
I
rome aimlessly with no place to rest. Kicked and cursed out of home
from were I slept.
And
now I shiver on the cold ground below.
Oh
I shed a thousand tears for she gives me something that no one can replace
and now she has run away.
alone
with no place to go, I drift like the ghost ship on the foggy
night.
I
howl at the moon for the pain my heart feels, for overwhelming is
the love that remains.
Miss
guided
by the scandalous wind around me. It clouded my mind and covered
eyes but Not my Heart. and now after all this mess I have learned
to close my ears and listen to what my heart and soul has to say.
And I wander what does hers say and is she listening to her
heart.
Oh I
guess only time will tell and I hope that is
enough.
She was
a part of me for she was my dearest friend and my soul is missing the
companion
that I thought I would have for more than life.
Just
her smile and her thoughts brighten my day and I want to have her in my
life in any way.
Our
souls are so speacial, bright, and unique, so different but so much more
alike. For not normal are we, we are
ourselves.
Why
throw away something so special It dose not matter what the wind says I
now know what I feel and now deeply it gos. So I will go with what
my heart and soul feels, thus being my self again. and now I can be a true
deep friend for I am true to my self.
Brady Smith
8/15/98