The
Yearning
A long yearning burns within
my soul.
What I thought was a new
beginning
became a water fall from were I wait to hit the ground
below.
I lost my most solid ground
and I cant understand why it washed away from my
feet.
A longing to share leaves me
empty were I thought that some one in this world would truly care they
ended up running away from my painful life.
and life seems less but still
good. Its just not as special as it could be. and it makes
me deeply sad.
My worst fears came true were
I was afraid to ever trust.
I did and now Im left because
of it.
Silence fills my life as I
search for the one song I hope to hear, but the song no longer wants to
be sung.
The random winds misguides
the ships in the night. Miss direction has lead them astray and they
each need to regain their barring to set sail
again.
Ironically the one I need most
of all right now no longer wants to be has and silence is left to fill
an empty broken heart.
And the yearning for
understanding
burns, but sadly their is no one that truly understands.
Brady
Smith
8/18/98